GUESS WHO?

Time to Kill



to kill you
to take you out
never to be a burden to me again
I would love to murder your memory
wash you out like a stain
you are a tumor in my brain I wish I could surgically remove
you infect me with a sickness
you disgust me
I disgust myself when I think of the time I’ve wasted on you
I want to be whole again and retrieve the pieces of me that you destroyed
you deserve whatever you get
I used to feel pity now all I feel is shitty
I don’t hate you but I hate myself for not hating you
I want to get as far from you as possible
and that still would not be far enough
the daily routine of heartbreak and rejection are making me feel older than I deserve
at least I know now I don’t deserve you
no
scratch that
you don’t deserve me

TELL IT LIKE IT IS...AS THEY SAY

Normally, I think Andy Rooney is a piece of shit but these hit home with me. Preach it brother....


Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back:

I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door.

Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game.

I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE?

I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion.

I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off.

When 70% of the people who get arrested are black, in cities where 70% of the population is black, that is not racial profiling, it is the Law of Probability.

I believe that if you are selling me a milkshake, a pack of cigarettes, a newspaper or a hotel room, you must do it in English! As a matter of fact, if you want to be an American citizen, you should have to speak English!My father and grandfather didn't die in vain so you can leave the countries you were born in to come over and disrespect ours.

I think the police should have every right to shoot your sorry ass if you threaten them after they tell you to stop. If you can't understand the word "freeze" or "stop" in English, see the above lines.

I don't think just because you were not born in this country, you are qualified for any special loan programs, government sponsored bank loans or tax breaks, etc., so you can open a hotel, coffee shop, trinket store, or any other business.

We did not go to the aid of certain foreign countries and risk our lives in wars to defend their freedoms, so that decades later they could come over here and tell us our constitution is a living document; and open to their interpretations.

I don't hate the rich I don't pity the poor.

I know pro wrestling is fake, but so are movies and television. That doesn't stop you from watching them.

I think Bill Gates has every right to keep every penny he made and continue to make more. If it ticks you off, go and invent the next operating system that's better, and put your name on the building.

It doesn't take a whole village to raise a child right, but it does take a parent to stand up to the kid; and smack their little behinds when necessary, and say "NO!"

I think tattoos and piercing are fine if you want them, but please don't pretend they are a political statement. And, please, stay home until that new lip ring heals. I don't want to look at your ugly infected mouth as you serve me French fries!

I am sick of "Political Correctness." I know a lot of black people, and not a single one of them was born in Africa ; so how can they be "African-Americans"? Besides, Africa is a continent. I don't go around saying I am a European-American because my great, great, great, great, great, great grandfather was from Europe I am proud to be from America and nowhere else.

And if you don't like my point of view, tough...I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA , AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!

It is said that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a problem in having "In God We Trust" on our money and having "God" in the Pledge of Allegiance. Why don't we just tell the 14% to Shut Up and BE QUIET!!!

YOU THINK IT'S HOT NOW....

This just kinda says it all.

A JOKE

How do you change a fox into an elephant?








Marry her.

SOMETHING TO CHEW ON

Eating Me Alive 7/14/06

secrets I keep inside
I’ll never tell the whole truth
I would love to bring down the curtain on you
expose your sin and perversion

so hard to be your friend
when you won’t return the feeling
standing on your own is tough
without some truth to hold you up

I hate you repeated back to you
I hate you more I bet it’s true
Choke you with a shoestring
Your pain makes want to sing

a sweet melody of insanity
stalking you my precious fantasy
watching you from a short distance
police protection at your insistence

the grass is so green from the other side
you can run with nowhere to hide
so little to say actions scream louder
bombs made with no gun powder

blow away all the emotion
so tired of just going through the motions
I’m still so close but you never see me
I hold you close but you never feel me

sick of this sick of that
sick inside it’s a fact
lock the door hold you captive
strip for me I’m such a bastard

LEMON CHICKEN ANYONE?

My-T-Tasty!!

LADDER GOLF?!? WTF?!?

http://www.laddergolf.com/

I played this tonight at my mom's house. It was actually pretty cool. I sucked at it and lost two of three games but I do believe I'd play it again.

And yes...shipping is free.

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY

Sure it's a Confederate flag but it's part of this nations history.

WORDS FOR TURDS

Just a little bit of me letting go.
(that was your parental warning)



Delayed Spontaneous Combustion


time crumbles beneath me
I’m the same as I’ve always been
no one here but us assholes
so why do you continue to hang when you have no interest

I hang every day
the rope is invisible
but I suffocate daily as I see you

rage and compassion
rolled up in a tight ball
like the one at the pit of my stomach
when I think of you with anyone else
I’m so bitter I should spit venom
unholy rotten dark and deep
I want it to be different but
it doesn’t seem to be what I seek

so pack up your suitcase and head for the high ground
I’m running on adrenalin and gaining speed
linked to murder hell hounds a comin’
watch what you eat don’t shit where you speak

WHAT A GREAT DAY IT WAS

18 years ago today, Bone and I took a trip to Cincinnati, Ohio to see Iron Maiden. It was a fantastic show, my second of the three times that I've seen them.


UP THE IRONS!!!

MAIDEN RULE!!!!!

FUN FUN FUN

Another day working for a tyrannical piece of shit makes me say...AAHHH YESSSS!!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"If you don't know what you're doing,then quit fucking it up worse for the one who has to come clean up your fuck up."

LO, THE STORM APPROACHETH!!

Brother Bone and I took a small trip to Evansville yesterday. These are some of the shots I took of the storm as it rolled in.

ST ANGER ST LOUIS ST BERNARD

Friends of mine (you know who), myself included, pretty much gave up on Metallica once the Black album came out. I know that 9 out of 10 people go ape shit over the Black album,but not me. While there was a song or two that wasn't bad, I thought they were a bunch of sell out shits. I never bought the Black album and I never will.

Over the next several years Metallica released a bunch of less than stellar albums. Once again each record had a song or two that was cool, but I just didn't know what to think. I more or less said, "Fuck Metallica." You must understand, there was a time in my life (circa '84-'89) were Metallica just kicked my fucking ass. They were up there with Iron Maiden and if you know me, you know that's saying something. I even got to meet them in Louisville in 1989 on the ...And Justice For All tour. Lars was a complete prick but the rest of the guys were cool as shit. Anyway, so for me to say, "fuck 'em," that even shocked me. Although there were some cool things they released (Garage, Inc.), I, for the most part spent the 90's without Metallica

Which brings me to my point, when St. Anger was released in 2003, I decided to buy it after seeing the video. I liked the song. After spending three years now listening to it, I believe this is the record that should have came after Justice. It is a fantastic record, VERY RAW. That's what makes it unique, they didn't polish the sound and just went with it. I hear MANY people say they think St. Anger sucks and they shit when I say the same about the Black album and I praise St. Anger. To each his own, this is true but I've been listening St. Anger this week and decided to give it some credit. No, I'm not jumping on Metallica's bandfloat but I am ashamed to say that if I found a cheap copy of Load, I would probably buy it. *gasp* I also am very curious to hear their next album because it is being produced by Rick Rubin. Rick Rubin has produced some of the best records this planet has ever seen. I really want to hear it.

"Not only do I not know the answer,
I don't even know what the question is."

from "My World" from St. Anger

MORE PICS OF THE SKY

Just more shots of the sky. Enjoy if you must. :)

MADNESS!!!

Anyone who knows me, knows I'm a big Star Wars freak/geek. Let's just say, I had a good morning at Walmart.

Yay for me!!

THE SKIES OF OWENSBORING

I got some pictures of the clouds around here today. I happened upon a rainbow this afternoon after the storm rolled through. Enjoy!

TO SUM UP THE DAY.....

It just fits so well for today. Anyone there with me?

ALL COLORS TURN TO GRAY

All Colors Turn to Gray

God I’m so fucked up and I don’t know what to do
I could put my trust in you but I don’t know
how long my heart can stay true
There’s not one thing in this world for me
I don’t deserve it anyway I’m better off they say
Just words and thoughts I type to you
and you still don’t get it do you

I’m melting down behind my eyes
all the colors turn to gray
So sad to hear just how I died
but I’m still dieing more & more each day
so don’t pull me too close to you
just keep me at arms length
Do I mean a shit to you
it’s what you say not just what I think

Wasted time is drifting by me now
I’m too stoned to think about it so
pop a blue and hit the green
If I could just talk to you
how much could I really say
It wouldn’t matter anyway nothing would change
Never get to see you but it must be a good thing
I wish I knew the truth of why you keep your distance

There’s this big hole in my heart and I fill it with toys
and books
and cds
and dvds
Geek boy, hiding behind locked doors
keeping out the world, if misery loves company where did I get all this hate

GREEN SMILEY NOTHING

Green Smiley Nothing



I’m so ready to go to the next big thing
don’t really care where
I’m just tired of being around
hanging from invisible ropes
someone please cut the rope
let me fall let me crash
I’m already broken you step on the pieces

green bottles big deal
smiley face blue pills
nothing then tell me how
be a friend nothing now
take a heart so corrupt
give it back bust it up

still hold you closer than you’ll ever feel
can’t hurt you it’s only me I kill
voodoo doll pins and needles
stick them deep so you can feel me

weekends are like dead ends
the less you do the more you die
dig the hole buy the box
dig it deep fill it with rocks
would you cry would you visit
I lie alone like when I was living

I’m tired of love sick of hate
tired of this joke that I call a life
always hear the same old line
just have faith not your time