Time to Kill
to kill you
to take you out
never to be a burden to me again
I would love to murder your memory
wash you out like a stain
you are a tumor in my brain I wish I could surgically remove
you infect me with a sickness
you disgust me
I disgust myself when I think of the time I’ve wasted on you
I want to be whole again and retrieve the pieces of me that you destroyed
you deserve whatever you get
I used to feel pity now all I feel is shitty
I don’t hate you but I hate myself for not hating you
I want to get as far from you as possible
and that still would not be far enough
the daily routine of heartbreak and rejection are making me feel older than I deserve
at least I know now I don’t deserve you
no
scratch that
you don’t deserve me
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