THE ASSASSINATION
are you prepared to see me die
my death my blood covers your hands
no weapon caused the termination
your lack of action caused my assassination
no hurt was supposed to come to me
yet somehow I found the final solution
the only way out death by suicide
I had a nice supply of pills I had gathered for several months
consequences of betrayal I could not think of a more painful way
to hurt you than by my taking myself out of the equation
it’s all on you can you live with the guilt
I want to murder you with guilt
I want to become a scar in your mind
I want to haunt your ever thought
I want to always be just one step behind you
I’m always breathing down your neck
what means more to you
settling for what you’ve got
or getting what you really want
this is why I’m dead I lost
I love the cold ground
the worms tell me stories of all those they’ve devoured
I ask them to make quit work of me
the less of me left here to suffer the better
yet now you seem to miss me
you lost the only true thing in your life
you’re just like all the rest
what a surprise I’m not surprised I’m dead
down in the hole maggots remind me of you
eggs lain by files carriers of sickness
like the one you injected into me
I’m better off dead
I don’t have to worry about this anymore
I hope I haunt you I hope there is no rest
I’m in your soul I want to consume you
and hope you end up dead like me
