FIGMENTS
I hate myself so much
but I hate you that much more
nothing you say makes it any better
most of the time you say nothing
I want to just fucking slip away
I want to crawl on my belly like you
snakes slither when they lie
you lie as you crawl up to me
it’s never for me
always about you
when’s then last time you actually asked me how I was
you never ask you never cared
I don’t want to be with you
I don’t want anyone with you
I don’t want anyone with me
you never care who’s with you
bright flash the room’s exploding
you shatter inside my head
my heart breaks from all the flying glass
I bleed gasoline
ignite me and burn with me
I feel how little you care for me
I know how little you are to me
I could never trust you
I will never trust you
I could never hurt you
I wish that I could hate you
so much wasted time in this world
blown to pieces, this world
my sinful imperfect little world
the Death Star is tracking me
so how did you manage
how did you pull it off
how many lies did you tell
how many did you hurt
how many will you hurt
how many will wish they were dead
like me
guess who killed me?
